07-11-2004, 08:18 PM
Welcome to the boards sister FilipinaMuslimah, u r most welcome. As my sister and brother told u, start a new life by being honest with your husband, and prove to him that you are honest so that u will gain his trust. And first of all seek the aid of Allah to forgive u and guide u to the right way.
wasalam 'alaykom wa rahmat Allah