08-23-2005, 04:36 AM
Asalamalaikum
Sorry about the delay.
Jezekelah khayran for trying to help with my difficulties. I really appreciate it. Reading back on some of the things I wrote really made me realise that I'm in what I'd like to call a spiritual break-down. Makes me appreciate what I used to have, you know that feeling inside. That void inside of your heart that cannot be fulfilled other then by praying salat. The best way I can refer to that feeling is "Imaan".
Quote: I was just talking to my brother the other day. Do you know him?
[img]style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif[/img] what a coincidence, yes I do. And what an Honor that is! [img]style_emoticons/default/cool.gif[/img]
Quote:I was saying that when Allah brought forth man as a creation, the angels were questioning why Allah would do such a thing when man will behave so terribly. Allah told them that He Knew what they did not. One thing (of course only Allah Knows all of His Reasons) is that because man has freewill, human's devotion to Allah is more special. We choose to love Allah. The angels have been Created to do just that. They have no choice. Also, by man existing, more of creation gets to experience more of Allah's Attributes, Forgiveness. If we did not sin, nothing would know that One Trait that our Greatest Provider is Forgiveness. What a blessing that we get to know Allah on a level that no other part of creation gets to know Him.
Allah is so merciful. That's Something that's hard to comprehend very overwhelming. Shaytan is always there though ready to throw us off the nearest cliff, whereas Allah wants us always coming back to him, no matter what. Allah's name is not Ar-rahman for nothing masha'Allah. Thanks for reminding me of this.
Quote:I do not know if I have been of any help to anyone but I feel invigorated myself.
You have no idea how much Brother. I pray that Allah rewards you for your sincerity.
Insha'Allah if you have a child one day, You will become a great father.
