Bismillah
Peace ronniv
I wonder if u had time to read the article.
ronniv Insh a Allah I am planning to start a new phase with u. Why dont u read the following links. I take Umm's comment in consideration when she said that we need to provide u with correct info rather than letting u go to distorted sites which obviously u ve been going to too much.
Now when I post links here we are Insh a Allah as careful as possible with contents. Just read and even u dont need to break out acceptance to us. If u feel u believe and scared to be so. just hold on and stay calm.
http://www.islamsms.com/bb/index.php?s...st=0entry2904[/url]
http://www.islamsms.com/en/modules.php...article&sid=127
http://www.islamsms.com/en/modules.php...article&sid=124
http://www.islamsms.com/en/modules.php...=article&sid=99
http://www.islamsms.com/en/modules.php...=article&sid=98
http://www.islamsms.com/en/modules.php...=article&sid=97
Wow that is much of a homework, just trying to keep u busy for a while