Quote: Assalamualaykum...
my dear brother,
how can you expect anybody to view from your window when you keep that window all to yourself. honestly, i don't know your situation coz your story is confusing me. i wish there's something i can do to help you, but since you're not sharing... i'm not comprehending...
nobody asked you to be a sufi, i just said that those sufis didn't have any lust on this world too. and i know that things like lust are not easy, coz i'm a human who deal with my own lusts too.
if some people say bad things about you, they might be wrong. but when you repent in the same way as they do, you're certainly on the same level as them.
peoples can say anything about each other, but in the end, it is Allah who decide everyone's fate in the hereafter.... not you, not me, and not them!!
so brother, to be frank.... i don't understand what's your actual problem is.... sorry to say that, but your messages are confusing me.... but still i wish i could ease up any of your problems...
Wallahu'alam....
Sorry, brother its ok..Just think i m just stupid one. I think i try to for nothing.
I have my own world and own way..I since lost me. Yesterday, I was going out.
To someplaces, I still feel me not good there, but I think this is only way to out of there and forget everythink what I live... I will meet there new friends (all are non muslims). I change me...
If Allah swt wish so I m in rightway, otherwise, when Allah swt dont help so how can I be a good one...
I m sory if I being attacked you or so. Realy brother I m sory. My Allah swt guide you and your family to His Jannatul Firdaws. With kindly love, your brother in Islam.Wassalam
Note. They thought it will be ok when they all ignore me and dont clear thinks. Starre people better muslims, without hearth to his her brother in Islam. And egoists..Besides one brother, but I assume they dont same like this brother, this brother isnt sunni but He is more kindly as them. Only he has listened me. Will their duas accepted by Allah swt while I suffer and everyday remember their act to me and I feel me sad? Will rasulullah saw accept their salawats, while they ruin a life of a member of rasulullah saw? IF YES, So I m lost forever....