07-24-2004, 06:28 AM
Assalamualaykum...
my dear brother,
how can you expect anybody to view from your window when you keep that window all to yourself. honestly, i don't know your situation coz your story is confusing me. i wish there's something i can do to help you, but since you're not sharing... i'm not comprehending...
nobody asked you to be a sufi, i just said that those sufis didn't have any lust on this world too. and i know that things like lust are not easy, coz i'm a human who deal with my own lusts too.
if some people say bad things about you, they might be wrong. but when you repent in the same way as they do, you're certainly on the same level as them.
peoples can say anything about each other, but in the end, it is Allah who decide everyone's fate in the hereafter.... not you, not me, and not them!!
so brother, to be frank.... i don't understand what's your actual problem is.... sorry to say that, but your messages are confusing me.... but still i wish i could ease up any of your problems...
Wallahu'alam....