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العنكبوت 64


وَمَا هَذِهِ الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا إِلَّا لَهْوٌ وَلَعِبٌ وَإِنَّ الدَّارَ الْآخِرَةَ لَهِيَ الْحَيَوَانُ لَوْ كَانُوا يَعْلَمُونَ



Al-`Ankabut


[64] What is the life of this world but amusement and play? But verily the Home in the Hereafter, that is life indeed, if they but knew.



Allah tells us how insignificant and transient this world is, and how it will soon end. All that it is, is amusement and play:



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<span style="color:#0000FF;">وَمَا هَـذِهِ الْحَيَوةُ الدُّنْيَآ إِلاَّ لَهْوٌ وَلَعِبٌ وَإِنَّ الدَّارَ الاٌّخِرَةَ لَهِىَ الْحَيَوَانُ لَوْ كَانُواْ يَعْلَمُونَ - فَإِذَا رَكِبُواْ فِى الْفُلْكِ دَعَوُاْ اللَّهَ مُخْلِصِينَ لَهُ الدِّينَ فَلَمَّا نَجَّاهُمْ إِلَى الْبَرِّ إِذَا هُمْ يُشْرِكُونَ - لِيَكْفُرُواْ بِمَآ ءَاتَيْنَـهُمْ وَلِيَتَمَتَّعُواْ فَسَوْفَ يَعلَمُونَ ]
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(64. And this life of the world is only an amusement and a play! Verily, the home of the Hereafter -- that is the life indeed, if they but knew.) (65. And when they embark on a ship, they invoke Allah, making their faith pure for Him only, but when He brings them safely to land, behold, they give a share of their worship to others.) (66. So that they become ingrate for that which We have given them, and that they take their enjoyment, but they will come to know.)




<span style="color:#0000FF;">[وَإِنَّ الدَّارَ الاٌّخِرَةَ لَهِىَ الْحَيَوَانُ]
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(Verily, the home of the Hereafter -- that is the life indeed,) means, the true everlasting life that will never end, but will continue forever and ever.




<span style="color:#0000FF;">[لَوْ كَانُواْ يَعْلَمُونَ]
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(if they but knew.) means, they would prefer that which will last over that which will pass away. Then Allah says that at times of calamity, the idolators call upon Him alone, with no partner or associate, so why do they not do that all the time.




<b>Arabic and English Tafsir is from Tafsir Ibn-Katheer
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I am sure that you will choose the hereafter instead of the Dunia.




<b>As I said earliar, rush and start reading the Quran on a daily basis dear one, no matter how much anybody advices you of what to do, ONLY Allah (SWT) can guide you but you have to show sincerity and initiative.
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Insha' Allah I will be around for you when you need me.



Your brother in Allah.



As-salaam Alikum.