07-21-2004, 10:47 PM
JazzakallahuKhayr.
I dont think, i can find exact answer to my questions. Becuase every1s problems come over different ways. The Problem maybe same but not the reason same.
I cant ask anywhere and any1 my questions...
It must be go on to deep in islamic issue to find answers. I dont understand world.
Why I should be responsible for my actions and all these thinks, i cant organize and control it with my soul (aql). Sometimes i wish broke everythink what is in my way, also in in public or in shops etc... Why I have wish not to life? Why i have to wish not to be born, or to live in the time with rasulullah saw.
Why I feel me alone in this world...
When I give a weapen to a guy and this guy kill with my weapon some1 am I not responsible too for this action of killing? Is these people for nothing responsible for my actions and feelings, who guide me in this situation. IS THERE NO ONE WHO CAN ME UNDERSTAND?
Why poeple are blind to me, what I have to do...
I know, The Life is a test, this is what I hear always... But I think if Rasulullah saw were now and He would me advice more as to say life is Test.
Is that not a Prove for this:
<b>Now a Messenger has come to you from among yourselves. It grieves him that you should suffer He is ardently anxious over you. To the believers he is most kind and merciful."</b> [sûrah al-Tawbah: 128]
I stop to asking and find answers...
Wassalam,