Alsalam 'alaykom
Masha'Allah, Suhra, this is a great sign, insa'Allah u will be guided by Allah and he will give u the strength for that, and even if u want to become muslim and u cant for now because of your family, u can be in secret, just like the prophet and the early sahabas did, because they were still a few and weak they practiced their faith in secret until they grew numerous in number and became stronger especially when Omar Ibn Al-Khatab(the second Khalifa in Islam) embraced Islam, because he was a strong person and everybody feared him. So dont worry u will eventually c the truth.
Well Joshua just today I was wondering where u were??
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u havent been on for a while ![[Image: smile.gif]](http://www.islamsms.com/bb/html/emoticons/smile.gif)
. May Allah help both of u in this . And Joshua pray to Allah every day to ease your situation, and pray for your family to c the light with u, he will listen beleive me. Why don't u try bit by bit with ur parents u never know what will happen ?? May Allah guide u and help u insha'Allah. Wasalam 'alaykom wa rahmaat Allah
Oh yes,
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and welcome to the board Suhra, I hope we will c u here often Wasalam