Ya Allah

[abdussamed]

<i>Originally posted by radiyah </i><b>Alsalam 'alaykom brother AbdulSamad.</b>

When I told u don't care what others think about u, I did not mean don't care about them or wishing for them to be good people, on the contrary, have trust in yourself and help them even if they don't accept, but if they tell u bad words or not accept what u told them, don't be sad or lose confidence in yourself, as long as what u r doing is to please Allah only, and not to please yourself or others, we are born to live in a society and not live alone yes and Allah will ask us on judgement day why u did not preach to those when u had the time and effort , were u shy and afraid they will tell u bad words??? so we should be afraid of him, and afraid to stand in front of him at such a horrible moment. And u are right about being hurt and feeling pain, but all this will be turned to hasanat insha' Allah because u bared this pain and hurt for the sake of Allah. So keep on calling others, show them the right way but don't be hasty think and study what u will do or say first and ask for Allah's assistant, and he will be with u insha'Allah.

And one thing more, keep yourself strong by knowledge, our relegion is the relegion of knowledge, read a lot in islamic books, science books, politics, make yourself strong in reading everything, so when u answer back u know what to say and if u did not know then go and search until u find the right answer, and insha'Allah we will go to Jannah by God's mercy, we seek for it

and do what we can do in this life for highest grades insha'Allah

JazzakallahuKhayran. I dont care they call me jew, shaytan etc. There is some other wrong thinks what I did not do. I cant show rightway specialy to this sistert who has knowledge and article in internet about islam, plus she asked me rude question. What I dont prefer to write.

I'm so near to some of them. Always I will look them. I will gravAllahuazeem i know where are they. Their real names are on my heart graved forever until yawmulqiyamah. Since I'm damaged is foreverythink I'll suggest them to Allah swt but everythink in my future life. They made me so. I'm crazy I'm insane whatever I'm they are made me to this psychically situation. Some of them was modeartor techer webmaster. I know. When my life going more bad, sad and sick. We will talk real face to face. Am I jew or shaytan or dealer with money etc. we will talk. I'm sure these words of mine reach them. World is filfull with spy for own profit. We write much about islam but we dont practice it all. I can write so much ayah and hadith what we should practice it, if this were practiced against me of them that all would not happen to me. But no. I'm a jew, may someone who blamed this site or just dealer with money to, get money for masjeeds and keep it forself or just stalker. Sending email to (trust her woman weapon) me about islamicwebsite and say I should protest and call them is this not a fitnah? Ya Allah You Know best... My brother dont reply my eidmail you know why? Becuase the spy are here too. I noticed much thinks. Allah swt show me all that because HE is my Wakeel I dont have another one.

Where is Rasulullahs hadith (like this), say true even its bitter? Yes to tell true is not simple always. I have seen how they lia to my face and Allah see it too. What I should say. Innaa Lillah innaa elayhi rajeiun. I'm thankfull to Allah I'm not happy I say Alhamdulillah I have pain and I suffer... And I have 1 person I can share everythink of me...Wassalam Take Care.

PS: I'm sure my post are watched here too...