10-11-2003, 10:51 PM
Quote:<i>Originally posted by Dan </i>Bismillah</div></blockquote>
As salam alaikum
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Wa AlaikumSalam. br/sis. Dan..
My is different as yours. I was on islamicchatroom before 6 years ago. And I have got started a deal against me. Alhamdulillah I know who are they. Because Allah Azezul Haqiim dont let do unjustly thinks against a muslim.
I was very healthfull and was happy, I dont had such so thoughts an now. But after I was on thischatroom my life is totaly changed. I was damaged there and offenden and people has take checkup aginst me who I can be, like jew, shia, crist or racist or so. These phase I was offended and forced with some thinks. My life getting upset there with these specific muslims. I'm sure some of members on this boar know them, but I will wirte that all in my story and I have beginn. Because I asked so much and plesed them to reply me about my some thinks in my mind to clear but they still ignore me and still lie against me also for now.
When I finish my story there will everyone cry for me and feel sorry for me besides them. All human who has a pit in their heart will cry for me ..Today I break my job for my wife she is getting also sickness since I suffered...
I'm vistim of some specific muslims, They are happy now and lucky with their family but I'm and so my family is ruined and damaged.
They cant image how but they will know how...I'm sure this one sister read this, who asked me for mercy, she want mercy from me and still hidden self?
I asked and please for sake of Allah to help and explain somethinks, you know da, FOR SAKE OF ALLAH, i said this.. But they dont believe for this, they will not ruin their existenz in world and in internet world and so ignore me and let me in falling... But Allah azezol hakeem dont will look their islamicworks over me, because The Allah I know is Al Adl, He care to madzlooms HE care who cry to him and beig to him...He know that I'm vicitm unjustly... I will and wish from Allah he take my life soon also my wifes too... I will finish my story with my real anme and others real name too, because I'm not a idiot or some who are ignored about thinks what they add me for a pain and suffer, when they ignore me, so I'll explain myself in public. I dont care aynthink in this world, for me is it so, like the world is burning but I dont care...What is this world just for few days are we here... Yes this will be a story about a muslim and his family how is getting down with their sayings and doings..You know I would do suicide. Death was only 3 seconds away from me... My story will make a sense, I dont care because when I die so every1 will forget me and I'm by Allah swt and will judge with HIS judge...
I take medicine since I'm ruined and damaged of these muslims and I still visit for it for medical help..There is no doctor can help me no one.. But nothing help me and it cant help me until one of them clear me... I never never and never trust to any1. and I dont believe that we muslims love eachother ist only in words but not in action if so I would get any reply and help of them. They only care own nafs and existence and what is with me as muslim not important.. For me is everyday same, no make any different, is, monday, ramadan, eid or winter, summer. I'm always sad and no a day is differented for me now..
May you can say to me I'm pranoia or such so like they called me so and this also sad because they build me so and then say I'm paranoi, this is a shame for them...I have got my lesson from them. and pay with my life... This will also my last call for this one who asked me A MERCY, and no one of them should think I will hidden some doings of me, no everythink I'll write whole details. I know where is there are on internet, with another nicks and keep webpages and boards....My mind is not changing about who is who.still i just say ok to them...Wassalamu Alaikum....