08-19-2003, 11:51 PM
Bro. I know it was hard for you to admit that, and I believe you'll be better, because it all starts from the heart.
Insha'llah, you should practise all of these.
1. Ayat al-kursi (Sura: 2:255)
2. Say: "i seek refuge in you Allah from all evil
3. memorize The Last 3 Suras of qur'an
4. Make wudu after relieving yourself from the restroom
5. Think of the fact that it is not your family or yourself, but only the shaitain (ab)_, that's causes confusion, and troubles between mankind.
I use to worry my mom alot, during my last stages of being a teenager. My mom, was a different type of parent, instead of yelling at me, she use to say, I can't bear to see a child, who just don't care about the way he treats him parent. After I began to behave better, or gain control of myself, I asked her. MOM do you love me, she said you're living and in 1 piece aren't you?
She always told me, if I hurt anyone in life, I'd only be hurting myself.
Even Ibrahim (as) wasn't able to have an agreement with his father, but because of the rights of the parents over the child, he (as) just left in peace and treated him with kindness. It is hard out in the world, useless you have many very good muslim friends to help you make it on your own, so, if you must be with your parents be kind, keep a distance, (to let them calm down, pray for them, and do as they say)
Love is the key to a good living!!
It is the HEart!!
Man, you must should the and tell them that you love them even if you don't hear or see it coming from them. Your Partents love you and still love each other or they won't be around each other.
I pray Allah (swt) blessed me to say what was right!
As-salaamu alaikum wa rahmantu'llah