11-26-2006, 07:55 PM
Bismillah
As salam alykom brother prodigy
First off welcome to the board and may Allah makes it beneficial for u and us.
Well, your loud call for help must have already reached Allah Sobhanhu wa Ta`la. Alhamdulelah, the most important healthy symptom is that you really want to repent. Rest assured that as long as u do want Allah Shall help you.
You need to fight and fight hard. Insh a Allah first of all, play Surat Baqarah (Quran 2) in the house every day. Eat dates first thing in the morning.
I know that u r facing a problem of wanting to stop and cannt. Try hard to stay away from bad company, from those who encourage you for example to watch evil movies. Because the minute you will watch it, you will need to apply and will not be able to stop. This is why Allah Commanded us to lower our gaze.
Any way, I know that you will try and might fail. But Insh a Allah not. Just in case u fail. Every time u make up your mind to stop and fail, give out an amount of money for charity, even a very small amount. Every time u try and fail, take Wodu and pray 2 rak`a, do something for Allah. Insh a Allah this counter plan will help u fight the devil which inspires u for those sins as well as your self.
and also u might pray 2 raka and ask Allah sincerely for help, preferable do that before you start your plan.
And we will check on you brother may Allah Assist u much and all those who are inflicted with sins and want to stop.