Bismillah
Salam Mahasvapna
With all due respect to my brother Wael, but I think I did understand what you were aiming for in your very first post..
I think that u r a troubled soul searching for comfort, u r looking for comfort and content. Obviously, as anyone else, u must have looked for it through materialistic means. I m not trying to act smart or put words into your mouth. But this is how I felt. You are looking to know how best you can, after being done with the materialistic path, connect to Allah. Which is which? Which religion or let us call it way to Allah is correct???
Isnt this in a nutshell what you aimed for???
If what I understood is correct let me know, Insh a Allah I will try my best with Allah Close Help to put my words from the heart. Just a human being talking from the heart to the heart…