Thanks for the kind words Radiyah and Muslimah, i respect you too much to want to discuss something so close to you i know you understand but we may speak on PMs this i would prefer. However respectfully Islam is not something i wish to return to. I just wish to part on good terms with friends.
I am glad how the response has been to my last post here, things started off a bit sharply but i appreciate the words Umm and Radiyah and Muslimahah. Once again Umm you speak wise words, i hope you in particular read my last post above this one.