09-25-2005, 09:12 AM
I 100% agree with those saying i learnt too much to quickly. I agree 100% i dont think i failed to understand anything personally, i think i failed to justify certain aspects, thats the difference. But by reading too much, and too quickly i started to bury too deep into islam and discovered things some other Muslims may not have yet discovered. However theres no need to tell me this is an Islamic board i posted here daily for almost a year or nine or so months so as i said i'm not going to bring up certain subjects here. Theres no need really.
Umm i am sad with your words but not suprised, you may have lost a brother but i dont feel you have lost a friend, if you also feel you have lost a friend then perhaps my comments about being friends only for Allah were true. Anyway, i posted this here to counter what i wrote a year ago, to show both sides, i think it makes an intresting continuation of this post and would be healthy to remain but either way, i feel i can breathe now.
Quote:You are welcome to stay, none of us will threaten u Anya I am sure of that, But just dont try to show us how wrong we are, because we are not.
I never would try to do that, if someone would have come on and tried to show me how wrong i was i wouldnt have had it either, any discussions of that sort can be done with me via email or PM that's fine. When i say im back i mean purely from a communication perspective, i will debate Islam on another board not here because even if you dont consider me as such i still consider you as freinds, i dont even think you're on the "wrong path" as i've been told im saying to you, which im not, i dont think there is a right or wrong one, i just dont think you should sacrifice anything dear to you for this because as i said, when you look deep enough as i did, its painful. Otherwise fine, as long as no one is getting hurt.
Quote:I do not know from where people bring that idea that any muslim has the right to kill an apostate, they will have the right only if they are under an islamic ruling and if the ruler allowed it,
But why should my life be taken radiyah? If it was ruled i should be killed for leaving islam in an islamic state, why should i be killed anyway? Think about it, physically killed? What would be explained to my daughter and family? God isn't a monster. I dont belive in him so he thinks<b> i should be killed? </b>This sounds more like a human emotion, God or Allah is above human emotions.
It's when you look deep into issues like these that the walls start falling around you. Radiyah if you would have the patience i would like to continue this discussion with you in a PM or email please as i dont wish to offend on this forum to be honest. Let me know if i can PM you and i will.
Anyway not much more i can say without getting into uncomfortable territory only to say i still find it intresting reading and i'm here on email or PM. To those who still consider me a friend.
Leaving this post here would be a strong test for those here so removing it would not offend me in the slightest id fully understand, my aim is not to make people leave Islam, its just to counter what i wrote and to have that viewable for both sides of the story.
Thanks again.