09-21-2005, 10:23 AM
Salaam,
I wanna be a good Muslim NOT just by my thoughts and theories (as iam naturally good in theories [img]style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif[/img][img]style_emoticons/default/laugh.gif[/img] ).
I've tried a bit but i don't find myself getting up with a determination to perform Salaat (I know I know I am such a sinner). I am REALLY ashamed of myself because of it ! [img]style_emoticons/default/sad.gif[/img][img]style_emoticons/default/mad.gif[/img]
One of our very close relatives died a month ago ! It had a BIG impact on my life, I do think of death more often & wanna be a Muslim & do whatever it takes to be included among the blessed people (as it[s every Muslims' dream [img]style_emoticons/default/biggrin.gif[/img] ).
Salaat is the biggest problem for me so far !
Can anyone tell me ways that I can be regular in prayers....because I've heard that when u die, u r questioned abnout ur Salat the FIRST thing !
Any comments & help will be appreciated [img]style_emoticons/default/wub.gif[/img][img]style_emoticons/default/smile.gif[/img]