04-04-2005, 02:13 PM
Bismillah
I even have a better idea, u may offer 2 raka`a as Salat u lhaja and ask Allah's Support and ask Allah to guide u to the correct replies to your points.
I just want to stress one point, under no circumstances our beloved Messenger salla Allah a`lhyee wa sallam whom u love and respect so much would mean in any way to degrade any human being leave alone a Muslim...