03-04-2005, 01:13 AM
Bismillah
Alhamdulilah that u r feeling that way mark, and as brother Dan said "If you are sincere in your quest then I am sure that you will be Guided"
Then u have only one thing that u can do, beg Allah, He is there He will Hear u mark, u do not need any media between u and Him, ask Him whatever u want and pray to Him only with no partners, and be sure that He will guide u and open all the closed doors for u, u being here with us asking for help is by Allah's will and guidance because you are sincere in your quest, do not give up and seek more, if u get lost in this forum and cannot find what u r seeking for, just ask us what u want to know exactly and we will answer by Will of Allah, or guide u to the threads that answer your questions.
May Allah(SWT) guide u and enlighten your heart to what He Loves and Pleases. Ameeeeeeeeeeen