01-22-2005, 06:42 PM
Bismillah
martini I am afraid u r not really making sense in any of your points.
If u want to learn u may do so of course u may also talk less hostily and sensibly. u sound like really having much problems u r like split inside. U feel that u want to belive yet so scared to belive so u screem outloudly rejecting but u r not doing it well enough.
calm down we are not holding u by force to believe