do you guys love Allah?

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Salam Alaikum...and hello to non muslims...

I love Allah swt. I feel it in me sometimes this love..I have much troubles so I did not see any way for me. Sometimes I scare of somethinks than I think so much about it until I'm tired with my brain.Than somethink in my heart whisper me..Oh Abdurrahman, you are poor but You have Allah swt what make you feel good and organize everythink. I'm thankfull to Allah swt becuase this life is not forever. I'm thankfull to Allah swt it will be end this life and we will be in Judgemendday. It means not I'm perfect muslim and I will be sure in Jannah (Paradise). Allah swt will reward every good thinks and reward also every bad thinks...

People can you help only out side not inside... I was talking so much with people online, local with friends, imams, nothing helps, because no one is in situation to know how I feel me so sadly... This is not only reason that I love Allah swt. I love Allah always, whatever HE wish for me....Wassalamu Alaikum..With best regards...

PS:Sometimes I cant explain thinks as I want..Its my poor english knowledge...I try only.