my nose

[proud2bmuslim]

asalaam alaikom,

hello thanks for replying back to me.

I would feel so guilty changing the creation of Allah, but I just feel so sad with my nose.

I do thank Allah that I have a nose because I know there are people worse than me that don't even have a nose, but my nose has been bothering me for 3 years.

I don't want to even get married because of this.

I need help.

I cry regularly about my nose, I just cried twice at night, yesterday.

What can I do??

Is it haram even when you're so depressed???

And sister, when you said that the evil eye is real, thank Allah, I'm not that kind of a person.

When I see someone with a good nose, I just smile with curiosity, I don't get jealous, however, I do get a little sad.

Sometimes I think of dying.

Not that I think of commiting suicide, because I know its haram, but I feel so uncomfortable, that I would think about.... I don't even have the words to explain it.

Please help.

P.S. I wouldn't ever want to pluck my eyebrows and I tell other people that they shouldn't because its haram, but this problem, its different.