Quote: I do not like it here anymore and in fact, the attacks on my faith have actually caused me to research, study, read and pray and my faith is now stronger than it was before.
I remeber you saying you read the Qur'an is that right? And also after coming here and being amongst Muslims you are now stronger in your faith. So after reading the word of God and learning about God, you will turn your back on him. This is a shame but more importantly is a dangerous route, it's a shame you wish to leave in a way, and i know i was harsh on you when you arrived i was wrong there, i just don't and never will understand how anyone with a sensible mind who has deeply researched Christianity / Bible can be a Christian. I never will, i just assume these people have never read Qur'an and know no better. Or have read it and locked into a solid denial once the words or people or some other Islamic knowledge touched their soul. This is frightening to some, and they turn away as you have...i did as well before i was Muslim.
But someone such as your self who has read the Qur'an (i belive you said, forgive me if i'm wrong) and who knows of Islam, then turns from it becoming stronger in a faith that doesn't even know what it is itself, Christianity or Catholicism or etc etc. It makes me look at how i was sharp with you when you arrived and feel bad for what i did. Because turning from God in this way, will bring such a punishment on you, and i would hate to think in someway i contributed to that. All i ask if you're reading is please don't give up on your study however basic on Islam, and one day return to looking into it. God bought you here for a reason, to turn from him is very very bad, that's the only way i can put it.
So once again i apoligize if i was one of those who you speak of.. and please sooner rather than later embrace Islam. Look deeper into your own faith and by natural course of events, you will move toward Islam again. As you did the first time you came here, because there must have been a reason for you being here everyday, when you are apparently so strong in your faith. I actually asked this question elsewhere saw you reading it but unfortunately you didn't answer it, i even PM'D you to answer it. But the point of what i'm saying is...please think deeply about turning from God in this way. I'm being serious this time.
I will pray for you.