A Catholic Nun: Bad Experience But Beautiful End.

[Anyabwile]

Allah is my refuge,i came to the point of i lost everything i have, my love ones,etc.But Allah is true to His words in the Quaran.while iam writing this iam crying,why becouse i do not know....i cannot find the right words to say....a words that will describe my feeling,a words that describe what is within my heart.

Your words touched me sister. The feeling is overwhelming isn't it. When i first found Allah i remember it so clearly. The warmest feeling in the heart, and the tears. Yet you can't explain why they are there. I think part of it was realising the instant change. That first moment you become part of the universal Muslim existance you feel it strongly. No matter where you are or who you are with.


I tell you i was reading Qur'an last night and when Allah speaks of Paridise my heart and mind spins so much. I just cannot fathom it, i pray hard and perform my duties as best to please Allah so Insha Allah one day i may smell the sweet air of Paradise. Woah...i'm drifting off there. But yes sister my first Ramadan it's getting easier with time actually. Yesterday i didn't even really think about it, and the hunger pangs just get me more excited and more appreciative of food that is to come.


Thirst is still biting at me though....