11-01-2004, 12:09 PM
assalamo alikum my brothers and sisters
Allahu Akbar....... This is my first Ramadan and now iam fully aware of what iam doing, like fasting,reading Quaran,etc,what a blessing Allah gave me.my dears sisters and brothers still i experience lot of trials now, it seems iam a gold tested in fire.Iam not complaning its just i want to share my feeling to all of you.And i want to testify how mercifull Allah is.my faith is tested, there is only one thing iam proud off,inpite of my tribulation still iam here looking forward to be in Paradise.My brother and sister if i will write all what is happening to me now, i maybe like parrot who keep on parroting words,but i tell you my dear sisters and bros Allah is my refuge,i came to the point of i lost everything i have, my love ones,etc.But Allah is true to His words in the Quaran.while iam writing this iam crying,why becouse i do not know....i cannot find the right words to say....a words that will describe my feeling,a words that describe what is within my heart.i keep on focusing myself in studies about Islam insha'allah my dear brothers and sisters one of this day i can help in explaining what is Islam is, for now i try to gain more knowledge and insha'allah i will study in a College for Arabic
masalama
sally............
by the way sister who is bro.anya??