10-30-2004, 07:56 AM
Quote:IF you FEEL deep in you heart that the right path to follow in this life is Islam, I think, even if you TRY to live as normally as possible together with your husband, and then you must supress your true self, it surely will work out fine for a while, but I am also quite possible that the time will come when things are going a bit out of hand. I don't say that to be rude or make you sad, but when true faith find its way to the heart, it is IMPOSSIBLE to take two positions.
Yes yes what you write above is so true sister. It's like once you find Allah, even if you say to yourself or try to convince yourself it hasn't affected you and try to go on living as you were before, deep down it is always there, it's like finding Allah unlocks the door to true living. And that door forever more stays open, waiting for you. The more time you take to go through that door of Islam, the heavier your heart becomes. Because you've found Allah yet not submitted completely which is the final perfect state. Umm has an amazing way with words with things like this
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Allah is the greatest, right now i'm going to see my daughter i can't wait, things havent worked out where i'm together with my girlfriend as i said but i'm lucky, i havent had to have my children cut off from me. Allah put understanding into my girlfriends heart. I know for some it is different, but Allah knows best. Allah supported me all through this, you just see things around you happening that you know are from Allah it's amazing. A test, and at times so so so difficult but everyday Allah humbles me so much with his gifts he's given to us.
Like i said, get time to your self and see how you feel.