10-29-2004, 03:10 AM
Asalamalaykum
Recite this Dua Waheed, make also wudu before you start.
<b>Alahuma inni abduka, ibnu abdika, ibnu amatika, naasiyatee biyadika, maadin fiya hukmuka, adlun fiyya qadaa’uka, as’asluka bikulli ismin huwa laka, samaita bihi nafsaka, aw ansaltahu fee kitaabika, aw allamtahu ahadan min khalqika, awista tharta bihi fee ‘ilmil ghaibi indaka, an taj’alal Qurana rabee’a qalbi, wa noora sadri, wa jalaa’a huzni, wad ha-haaba hammi</b>
<b>Oh Allah, I am your slave and the son of your slaves. My fate is in your hands. Your judgement upon me is assured. Justice upon me is your command. I ask you by every name you taken for yourself, revealed in your book, taught any one of your creation or taken unto yourself in the realm of the unknown, to make the Quraan the spring of my heart, and the light of my breast, the banisher of my sadness and the reliever of my despondency.</b>
<b>Alahuma inni a’udhu bika minal hammi wal hazni, wal ajzi wal kasali, wal bhukli wal jubni, wa dala’id daini wa ghalabtir rijaal</b>
Oh Allah, I seek refuge in you from despondency and sadness, from weakness and from laziness, from miserliness and from cowardice, from perversion of Faith and from the domination of others.
I also read in a post you once posted that someone was using black magic against you,
This is (A very powerful dua) a against all evil, It helped me many times
<b>Alahumma Rabbas samawaatis sab’I, wa Rabbal Arshil Azeem, kun Li jaran min ( Fulani bin fulaanin) wa ahzaabihi min khalaa’iqika , an yafruta aLayya ahadun minhum aw yatgha, azza jaaruka, wa jalla thanna’uka, wa la ilaha illa Anta.</b>
<b>Oh Allah, lord of the sevens heavens, lord of the Magnificent throne, be for me a support against (such and such a person mention the name here of what you are seeking protection against be it even shaytan or the name of the person) and his helpers from among your creatures, lest any of them abuse or do me wrong. Mighty is your patronage and glorious are your praises. There is no but you.</b>
InshaAllah those dua's will melt away your fears, Allah has promised that he will answer our prayers so long we call him, even if it means one hour before the Khiyama he'll answer you if HE wills.
Quote:too confuse again , I wish there was a school that teacher you Islam in UK
Brother, You don't really need to go to an Islamic school in order to educate yourself islamicly, there are plenty of books out there that will give you all the knowledge you need, and can you not afford books? Every mosque should have books for borrowing, or you can even give the masjid a visit and ask those more knowledgeable to teach you things about Islam. Is the mosque too far, trying hanging around people who fear Allah. It is truly amazing what effect it can have on you to just be in the presence of the righteous and avoiding those who can harm your Imaan. In everything in life, you have to start small to get where you wanna be. Of course having a Mua'lim (Islamic teacher) is the best, but in the meanwhile try to help yourself Brother and ask us for help. My Islamic knowledge is not so good, when I was young my caregivers brought me and my brothers and sisters a quraan teacher in our home.
At the age of 8 I had the entire Quraan memorized, at the age of 13 I could only go as far as AL-Fatiha. You must be asking yourself how that happened. The very same people who made so much effort to give me the opportunity to learn the Quraan, were the same people that never taught me to pray, nor what wudu even was. See, that’s how I lost my quraan (I never appreciated it to start with, and I was never taught the value of the Quraan or that it’s something we need to apply to our life or what it was all for. See, Knowledge has no value once you don’t even know what it’s for. Allah took it all away from me because I didn't deserve it.
Children from the neighbourhood in south Germany would also join us at our house, many of them thought I was rich because I was learning my surahs so fast, but I thought I was so empty inside (and I really was). I had absolutely no connection with the Quraan whatsoever. It was to me more like memorizing my math for school. When it would get close to the time the teacher would arrive, I was reminded to put on a hijab. As a child I did what I was told, but as I grew older, I began questioning why I needed to cover myself only when the teacher is coming, whereas I go to school without it. That all created only further confusions for me. Day after day, I would forget a surah, day after day I would feel only more and more empty inside, up until I couldn’t recite anything. My whole Imaan went down hill. To cut a long story short, my parents whom were believed to have died when I was only 3 showed up just a little after my 13th birthday. Alhamdulilah I was happy that I was no longer an orphan. Ever since my two blessed parents made it back into my life, they have taught me everything all over again, They have taught me the beauty of islam and who I am. They helped me revive my Imaan and the quraan that suddenly got deleted from my mind. They have taught me how to slowly apply the Quraan in my life and above all that every little thing I do for Allah’s sake inshaAllah will be my shield against the Hell-fire someday. There are a lot of Muslim children who are now where I was 6 years ago, I pray to Allah all the time that he brings them out of their darkness and that he shows them the true meaning of Islam. Would I not have had my parents there to guide me (with Allahs will). I would have become someone else today, a girl so lost without any faith. Alhamdulilah, May Allah never take our parents away from us, at least not for a very long time. Ameen