10-07-2004, 08:36 AM
as salam alykom Anya and Nasrah
Sobhan Allah, u know what, Alhamdulelah I think Allah Willed to teach me what is fake happiness is in order to be very grateful for the real one. So actually by nature I am a very shy person, may be u can realize this from my posts, if u notice it is first time I reveal something personal in public. I dont unless for a necessity, also I prefer not to be in center of the light which of course cotradicted both activities. U ought to be in the center of attraction receiving praise and admiration. People looking at u for doing things they can not do, specially with sport as well. It was easy to stop sport at the age of 16 (on the professional level I mean going into competition and regualar exercise). But loving both activities, I continued doing them to myself, till Alhamdulelah I felt needless for them.
True we are sooooo grateful to Allah for this development may Allah Maintain it.