10-03-2004, 11:03 AM
Assalamu aleikum brother,
InshaAllah brother you will sort things out, Allah, SWT, is testing you and all of us too. It may seem difficult when the test is going on, but afterwards when everything makes such great sense it is so strengthening. Just don't hasten too much but instead think and reflect over things, and always remember that the best Guide there is, is letting you go through these things to make you an even better Muslim inshaAllah.
Go with small steps brother,
Wasalam your sister in Islam