10-03-2004, 10:08 AM
Alsalam 'alaykom thank you for your words radiyah, they got me thinking. See me and my friend were sooo into our music thing. We spent like nearly nine years on it struggling, building up to where we are, then i all of a sudden tell him i've found Allah, he doesn't understand it, because i was so anti religion a short while ago, now i'm the exact opposite in his eyes. I've got more and more people waiting wondering on what i'm doing, they're people i'm kind of hiding from while i sort my head out, but obviously as time goes on, people are starting to question what i'm doing and the pressure is building to near bottom of sea depth levels. Since finding Allah (or since Allah found me?) I've felt so free in my head, but then when i have to deal with real people again, it mixes with my feelings, i wish i could escape to a mountain and chill for a few months, then come back refreshed. But no, still got to deal with life....it's all a test of course i know. I'll get there.