09-18-2004, 11:54 AM
assalamo alikum.....
Brothers and Sisters.....
last nigt i was about to give up...i was about to say yes and go back to the monastery...iam totally in pain now i saw my family being used by people i do not know in order for me to go back again in the service of the church...i do not knoe who is behind all this persecution.....as i know my sibling they cannot hurt me that much if thers is nobody behind all this manifulating them to persecute me..
Alhamdulillah still iam here and fighting for the right may Allah always guide me and shield me.....