09-08-2004, 01:46 AM
Bismillah
I converted to Islam over five years ago. It has been the best decision that I have ever made, even though I really feel that Allah Made the decision for me by picking me out of so many people to be blessed with this wonderful religion.
I completely understand your fears, especially in the world today. I converted before terrorism was such a buzz word and "everywhere." One must remember that during the Salem Witch Trials here in the US that over fifty women in one village alone were convicted of being witches. You will always find what you are looking for. Communists were once the big threat to America also. Crack used to be the big worry in the US, then ecstasy, and now meth is the big drug. Is crack no longer a problem? No. We are just looking for different "demons."
I digress. I will not lie to you and say that converting is a total piece of cake but Allah Makes it easy for those who are patient and truly love Him and want to please Him. I have given up a wife for my religion. I do not regret my decision in the least.
As Muslimah says though, take it one step at a time. I have found that when I think too far ahead that I get unfocused on the present. Allah Will Take care of the future. Just put your trust in Him today.
I look forward to hearing more from you. If you have any questions that you feel too embarrassed to ask in public for any reason, please pm me and I will do my best to answer your questions, Insha'Allah.
Peace